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A new track exclusive to this album, "Trauma" expends the last of my creative energy that I could muster during this bleak pandemic. That is not to say it's made without sincerity, but that I am proud of what I did create and tried new things.

In all honesty, "Trauma" probably best fits the style of music I want to create. The power chords, drum beats, right down to the little scream I attempted at 2:13. I love that kind of hard rocky, heavy metal mix.

Not much else to say besides that. It's hard to say what media particularly influenced the creation of this song. "Breaking Through" by The Wreckage comes to mind.

P.S an acoustic version is coming.

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It doesn't even matter
Cause everywhere i go i find myself
Crawling back to you
Waiting for something
Hoping for someone new
But i find myself
Crawling back to you

I can’t sleep
Not knowing how it ends
So unsure of everything
Numbing my head
A whirlwind of emotion
Scattering my brain
Fighting through the pain

It doesn't even matter
Cause everywhere i go i find myself
Crawling back to you
Waiting for something
Hoping for someone new
But i find myself
Crawling back to you

The distance between you and I
The separation of my heart and mind
I still carry that trauma
It’s buried inside
I love you, I hate you
I miss you. Can't erase you
No matter what I do

It doesn't even matter
Cause everywhere i go i find myself
Crawling back to you
Waiting for something
Hoping for someone new
But i find myself
Crawling back to you

I love you, I hate you
I miss you, can't erase you

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from Retrospect - A Compilation, released August 18, 2020

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Joshua Hansen Spruce Grove, Alberta

Rock artist from Spruce Grove

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